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02 October 2012

习惯了,好像要...

我有个习惯,就是伤心时听伤心情歌,让自己哭到半死...
最近的好几次,我都忍不住在朋友面前落泪
但是是看那一种朋友...
曾经,跟朋友去唱k
朋友付钱,然后静静的让我一个人去唱去哭...
曾经一个人心情不好时,驾车去流荡...
毫无目的的...直到饿了才回家...
也好几次,差点就买任何一个地方的票
收拾一点行李就想失踪几天去散心了...

好想要唱k...发泄心情
我知道我本人的帖是有点多
但是我真的只想借由文章发泄情绪
毕竟我也是emo king
如果在fb写太多,别人就会comment了...

我好想回家
家,很有安全感...
我是个在温室里长大的小孩
我希望别人都帮我安排
当我离开了家里
我总觉得很不安全...

昨晚,我一直在想
What is the meaning of life?
Its a gifted thing for ur parents since u were born.
U can have your own life, its totally depends on how to choose...
When u choose to be good, the bitterness will fade away somehow...
Stay well being is a basic thing that u could do for your parents
Life, is like a pen...One day in the future, the ink will faded away and end of your life will coming soon
Will you make ppl to remember u always? 
Mentally u stay alive even though u leave them physically
Life is cruel, realistic...Somehow all those theories from books cannot apply on what u have encountered in your life
but thats the uniqueness of your life
Same problem different solution..
It depends on u, after the minutes u were born, the clock started...
and your life begun...jus like a new sheet of paper, what u write what u draw...its for your own life and memories...

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