welcome to my world

this is the place where i'll share my feelings and my thoughts...

19 March 2011

大学是什么?

在马来西亚
大学是什么?

很黑暗...
还是没自由
忙...
被导师控制着的生活
折磨着我...
被逼到黑暗的角落
封闭自己
逼到没路走
不出席还出动
黑名单!

我需要自由
自由选择活动参与
我要我的周末是空闲的
我要你们得到报应
自己忙也要别人陪你们忙
你们很自私...


17 March 2011

wars start soon..

wars start soon...
for me and for the world...
the sign on war among countries also start soon
since most of the country not only facing civil war but also have to worry about the invasion of other countries...
there r few countries trying to help by sending armies into troubled countries
however, who knows what is the conspiracy behind helping them.

this situation same as me...
i am like a troubled country and ppl ready to help
but some of them just making more worse by trying to strike against me
i will be patient until it explode
dun think i am a good person because u never see my bad side
dun think i can be patient because u were wrong....

fight for my result, fight for my dignity and fight for
WORLD PEACE
not worsen the situation...


Pray for Japan...

12 March 2011

lazy mode activated...

lazy...
why? because since bec from sem break, i didnt rest well..
feel tired and the weather further encourage my laziness

what can i do?
sleep and watch movies...
i'm enjoy with it...

Recently, spend a lot...
i am broke now...T.T
sometimes feel uncomfortable cos too crowded...
Especially in the class
too noisy...
cant hear properly what ppl say
cant focus

i wan to be alone...
hide inside my blanket

i really dun like ppl smile at me and then express what they want u to do...
the smile is just like evil's smile although it is important
but i jus dislike...
too fake, like pretending...

世界乱了

世界乱了
很久没看新闻了...
现在的新闻15分钟围绕着西亚国家的内战
5分钟的天灾新闻
10分钟的国内'混乱凶杀官司'新闻...

如此的悲哀...
死了很多人...
日本冲绳市,宫城县震碎了
海啸悄悄地来
却不肯悄悄地走
凡被它走过的地方肯定没了...

纽西兰,中国也面临地震
美国水灾
利比亚,科威特,埃及,伊拉克,也门也有内战...

只能说世界乱了
而我也慌了...
我究竟能平安多久...
但我庆幸我还平安...

03 March 2011

Carrot cake



whole February, carrot cake was haunting me...
i dream of it everynight and i have to bake it everyweek...
and i view the recipe alter and alter again
get the info and figure how to garnish
Buy ingredients....
All about carrot cake!

i hate carrot cake...
and i nvr eat the cake i baked cos i know it sure taste bad...

Finally, u r gone...Thank God

一个字-伤


被人伤害的感觉还是那么陌生
就算被伤了几次
也不会习惯...

你在讲天在看
就凭你几句话别人就会认为你有贡献吗?
要生存就要努力
要生存就要付出

你没付出
你不值得活在这世界上...

拜多一点神吧!
看看它保佑你到什么时候...
作弊,煽风点火,懒惰还要说人坏话
你没救了
你说我们聪明可是不会做人
那你们是什么?
不是人也够笨...