~圣诞节~关丹之旅

其实这个两天一夜的旅行
我本来不想去的
因为真的太忙了
可是我还是决定去了
因为我想去关丹看看毕竟不是每次都有机会

看了avatar
真的很不错
可是3D的戏看了好晕哦

过后就在east cost mall逛街
其实是很爽的
可是我在这个旅途中
我一直担心我做不完的东西还在宿舍
唉...
旅行也烦

晚上就吃了乞丐鸡等等的
我觉得我妈煮得比较好吃也！
想家勒！

然后休息后就去teluk chempadak
是个海边的地方可是越夜越热闹哦！
不错啦！至少在关丹看到很多华人，华人餐厅等...
这是登家楼少见的情形

隔天
我们就去了megamall
对这间mall的印象不好
因为感觉很旧很肮脏
吃了kenny rogers当午餐
很幸福啊！在登州吃不到的哦！
然后去了popular
买了几本书
分别是惊颤的角落，死亡浴场，古帝国的遗迹...
三本24元
很便宜哦！
然后买了点文具,diary...还有epop杂志
我想这几本书我可以看上几个月了吧！

我其实很想买before i die这本书
还有庄惟翔的写真（透视庄惟翔）
还有再苦也要去旅行

回家的途中
我买了bigappledonuts
当晚餐
哈哈
幸福啊!

回到宿舍
就得回到现实了

继续忙！加油

人生的低潮

我觉得我陷入了低潮期
因为我觉得很累
太多事情烦了
我知道我要适应了我的生活
因为第二个学期很不同
但时间时间不允许
一开学就喘不过气

我参加了很多活动
所以相对的也变忙了
华协,佛学会,登升

其实我真的很需要一个管道让我发泄
我这几天都会有想哭的感觉
lab report,tutorial,quiz...
坦白说我时间非常不够
每晚有读不完的书
上不完的课
忙不完的东西
搞到我精神有点崩溃

常常会无端端发脾气
我整天埋怨
可是被人说烦
所以我决定不埋怨
我把心中的不愉快
收在心里

我要埋头苦干
加油
我不可以再持续低沉
虽然这样的情况已经一个星期多了
我要振作
因为我还有很多书要K
很多东西要忙
我不能放着不理

我知道我不是个天才
但我也不是个蠢才
我不喜欢被人嫌弃
我不要进study group还要先进入实习（观察）期
所以我会加倍努力
让瞧不起我的人
大跌眼镜

忙碌的一天...新春晚会第一次总会议+慈济夜...

新春真的很烦勒
好多东西做
昨晚的一个小会议
我就无端端进入了戏剧组
唉...烦！
想了好多
要考虑各个种族能不能理解
还要考虑灯光控制,剧本,服装,演员,道具,背景,麦克风,故事发展timeline...
如果时间抓不准,灯光会配合不到
最怕演员忘词罢了

宫心计其实是很好的题材
我想好了
可是剧本很长...怕演员不能记得...
加上有人说宫心计不一定有人懂

总之
有够烦....!!!!

今天下午就有了新春第一次总会议
各小组报告进展等
好不容易过了那几小时
然后就是晚上的慈济夜咯

晚上
其实我不懂是什么咯
就答应了朋友一定要出席
所以再忙我也要出席

到了
我们就拿到蜡烛,还有赠品






看了很多的video听了很多分享
觉得真的很感动
慈济原来在很多国家都有
南非,多米尼加共和国,美国,英国,缅甸,越南,台湾,中国,马来西亚...

真的很浩大

也有很多医药病例的分享
看到了
一位缅甸来被火纹身的小孩子
很可怜
他是因为太想读书所以在夜间点油灯读书
可是真的太暗了
所以他站起来要拿torch light
油灯是吊在桌子上面的
所以起身时不小心打翻了
淋到脸,肩膀等...着火了

在慈济的帮忙下
他渐渐康复了
他也亲临现场分享他的故事
很感动了

其实慈济夜的目的是
2009年末的祝福
点灯祝福...祈求世界和平
人人平安

*圣诞节*

由于上个月和十二月初
我都在我的lovely家乡~槟城
所以我还来得及看到初期各个广场的圣诞佳节的装饰

真的很美
让我很惊讶的是
QUEENSBAY MALL
因为那天其实看完戏了就要赶着买donuts
跟朋友庆祝生日
可是当我经过了摆设装饰的地方
我被吸引住了

灯光+modern概念的摆设
真的很美









晚上比较美...因为没了阳光的打扰
灯光可以自己绽放光芒...

登州,我回来了这个地方

前晚的巴士
好快好快
司机很赶时间似的
头一直甩来甩去
根本睡不着
5.5个小时就到了登州
平时7~8个小时哦

回到了
收拾啊
好肮脏的宿舍
好无聊的生活

遇到似曾相识但又觉得陌生的朋友
haiz

回到忙碌的生活了
加油吧你

伤心的时刻要到了...

倒数5天
其实很纳闷
为什么我们的假期那么快结束
其他大学都是圣诞节后
我竟然是13号就开学
讨厌

一想到
我要面对学业
室友,登州天气,食物...
我就受不了
也许这是我这几天失眠的理由吧

我真的很不爽

下学期
有我讨厌的英文
还有很难的microbiology...
我当然希望可以拿到很好的成绩
可是我真的不是很聪明的人
我尽力咯

我其实比较烦钱的事
因为PTPTN迟来也就算了
还要东扣西扣
所剩无几
我真的没钱了
可是妈妈问时
我又不敢讲
因为不想给他负担
可是那变成我的负担...

救我吧
我想死了...

5/12 万顺大减价

12:30 pm~1:30om
100plus 大减价
所以跟朋友约好要去帮他买帮他杠
因为一个人只可以买两份
可是我们一点到时
她miss hong竟然不给我们进
我听到customer骂
要大减价又怕人家买
那干脆不要减价

我觉得那个人骂得对
我们要买东西
可是他不给我们进
太过分了
火滚

2:30pm~3:30pm
由于刚才我们进不到
所以我就直接呆在那边等
2:10排队
我竟然派那么后
欠扁的
很多人挤来挤去
我一直被人推
被人踩我的脚
就是为了买哪几样东西
气死人

4:30pm~5:30pm
我们干脆不离开了
3:30pm就开始排队
这次很满意
虽然我们等到4：20才开放给我们买
我们排第一
而且我们的策略很好
就朋友拿篮子
我拿货品
我们拿了很多饼干...日常用品
我的饼干咖啡都是要拿去登州读大学吃的
能省则省
没钱了
我们买到了就走了

以后还有类似的减价活动
我不去了

万顺（百利镇）
你好烂！！！！

my future^^

我呢
想读得更高

第一学期
我觉得我很勤力
因为我想拿3.75以上
我很多科都不是很好
所以final要考很好

加油啦
你能的

天天往图书馆跑
是有结果的

下学期
我会更努力

因为
目标是
3.85

my KL trip

i direct go KL from terengganu once i finished my Exam on 8 Nov
i am fuxking tired n headache after the exam...

well,i am too excited can go KL
so i didnt fall asleep when on the way to KL

8 pm went to terengganu bus terminal
9:47 pm depart
i passed thru Dungun,Kemaman,Bentong,Genting
feel hapie when getting near to selangor...
reached PWTC at 4:15 am....

its a fresh day
my friends come fetch me to his house
well,my kai gor follow too
happie to see them^^

once i reached his house
they direct fall asleep...
while i online...non stop til 8 am only sleep...

1st day in KL i went to timesquare,sungai wang n lowyat

2nd day my friend argue with my kaigor so we go SUnway pyramid without my gor
i bought ROMP jacket...damn like it^^as my new year shirt lol
and we watched PHOBIA2...haha funny movie

3rd day i gave to another friend alvin,i wait for him at taylor college and online at there too
enjoyed my breakfast at Mcdonald
then after finished his class he brought me to Blue Dragon Thai Food Thai Cuisine
he said it is top 10 romantic restaurant in Malaysia..haha
nice restaurant n nice food...i like spicy food..Tomyam!!!

then he plan to go for a movie
but when we reached cineleisure,i said i wan go Zoo Negara
then he direct Uturn to Zoo negara...such a crazy fella..^^
on the way to zoo,we called many friends to go along with us..
Ktar friends but no1 free
except JAson teo
hehe

wait for him fro N minutes then finally we met
we went to JUsco for a tea break....
then went to pavillion
i met henry 1st,then go window shopping with alvin n jason...
jason is a skinny n 180cm guy...stressed to stand beside him..haha
we walk here and thr in pavillion without a direction
then we decide to go bac home at 7 pm...
God damn,traffic Jam...

we went to SS2 for dinner
with alvin's kai gor billy...
such a cute guy..haha
alvin look elder leh^^
have a happily dinner with them
then he fetch me to IOI mall
then my friend pick me up at thr^^

finally resting...
in conclusion,alvin is a crazy guy haha^^force me eat alot...
jason is a skinny n cool guy...
billy is a nice guy...

fourth day we went to midvalley...
but we went thr at nite
so we have no time to shop actually
i jus went to the face shop,samuel and kevin,romp..
bought clothes...i am satisfied^^
then we met alex and his friends at NInja restaurant
i didnt eat
jus watch them eat
cos i am damn Full...
after this i am seaching restroom in midvalley...
wan close d,toilet also close...SHIT
then i ran to the Garden thr
i found toilet but a stupiak ppl go i the boy toilet then i hav to wait...
i dunno wat he did inside the toilet...so i go to OKU toilet...
i am sorry...

then they go to happy garden,happy cafe
playing games and they drink beer at thr
i drin nth...^^guai zai
sandra's birthday so exactly 12am they brought the donut...
haha
celebrate b'day with donut..special...

after eating
we bac to our home...

fifth day
i met jason teo n eric again
then walk in time square and sungai wang without direction
well,i met tommy too
he treat me eat Sushi King....

day SIx
doing nth at friend's house
i was downloading jennifer's body
and we watched together
then my gor fall sick then my friend go fetch him for doctor...

next day
go bac penang
reached at 6:15 pm
but reached home at 7:30pm...
i am exhausted

thx o...i habe a good memory in KL...

当一个好人与上坏人

当一个好人遇上坏人
好人会被影响
当一个想读书的人
遇上两个不想读书的人
想读书的我
就很可怜
要找地方读书
房间宿舍只是睡觉的地方

为了让我自己能读书
我都会去图书馆
自己一个人时是最舒服的

不知不觉地想念

我想你...
不要误会啊
是我的弟弟啊
很想打给他
可是他在澳洲
打电话好贵

不知道他过得好吗？
不知道他还能适应吗？
不知道他有朋友吗？还想家吗？

希望他很好...

huraayyy...finish 5 tests before final...

Organic chem
physical chem
food science
Bio chem
Computer study

i finished the test
but i screwed up 2 papers...
dunno wanna happy or sad
but i mus stand up for my final...
25/10...
haiz...for sure, i sure canot finish study de
but i have to try my best
becos nvr give up is my slogan...

presentation we did good in etnic presentation
now left 2 movies to present...
i hope we'll be more n more good..

actually quite sad cos this time my birthday is exactly during final exam period
cant even celebrate happily...
sure stressful...
nvm...

昨天很高兴

昨晚我上网时
终于看到我的弟弟留言
他给了我电话号码
我晚上打给他
原来打去Australia好贵
才讲了几分钟就没有钱了
可是至少我满足了
他很想家又没有朋友
所以我打给他是值得的

希望他好好的

很烂的presentation

我每次做到那么好
那么尽力
我只能说我很衰不是马来人
可是就算我是马来人
我也不会开心

我只能说老师偏袒马来人
他们拿很高分
我很不爽!!!!

Seriously tired

5 tests before my final...

加上还有该死的mingguKo-K
都不知道要来做什么
无聊到
我觉得很累咯
有些导师很好
可是真的太多了
她快教不完了
要不然就烂老师
不会教,乱乱来

气到

十个原因我不想读大学

其实我有想过放弃读大学的
因为我不想来这里读
第二这不是我想要的科系
第三我不想离开家里那么久
第四有很多的不方便
第五没有朋友
第六大学很难读
第七我觉得我不是读书的料
第八我累了
第九很压力
第十考试考不停

大学生活

大学除了上学,忙活动...
就是不断考试
真的好累啊！
我很讨厌这样的生活

生还者

我要在这个残酷的世界生存
你们阻挡不了我

伤心.担心.压力

我可以过好一点的生活吗？
我可以不要压力吗？
我可以在登佳楼安心上课不用担心家里情况吗？
我真的很烦~

Pic of my didi

my didi~Julz
who stay in Bintan island indonesia

Didi in indonesia~Julz

this holidays i have a didi who live in indonesia o
haha
he's so nice,he's a nice guy
i wish i can meet him before he go to further study in Australia
Being so close with him
make me feel warm n comfortable
Sms n chitchating thru msn was so happy
he so care about me n i care him too

how to describe my didi...
erhmm...tall,good looking,acting like a child
girls killer~haha
he will kill me if he see this post

anyway
i wish he cn study so well in Australia
Hopefully our brothership will not end
didi,wish u happy with ur gf n ur study!
gor support u^^

妥协

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞 历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

好有意思
在恋爱时真的要妥协
要不然很难维持下去

Experience in Pulau Bidung...

Yeah!
finally i step into a University,its not a high reputation university

because many of us do not know the existence of this university...

The most unique if this university is it located beside Terengganu's seaside and it also the only University which got sea survival programme as compulsory programme for our fresh University student.

10/7~12/7 is our day...

Pulau Bidung we are coming.

well,i have phobia against big big ocean,anywhere with big water capacity.

i cannot swim.But because i cannot skip this Sea survival programme

Therefore,i have to overcome my fear against ocean.

Going to there by boat is the 1st time i am that close to this big ocean.

the water is very clean in blueish colour.

I actually can saw many small fish swim below the surface of ocean.

I am excited!!!

when we reached thr,i saw small transparent jellyfish swim below the surface of big ocean.
OMG...there's jellyfish~
At the same time,the previous badge who went to Pulau Bidung is competing in canoe categories
very excited!!!
Next,we landed in Pulau Bidung,then we separate in our group
i grouped in Jerung(Shark)
1st thing we did in Pulau Bidung is water confident
the purpose of this programme is to let us have confident against the ocean
want us swim becos we study in seaside state which alot of entertainments is about sea sport!

After i jump from the boat,i jus knw i mus swim bac to seaside
i dun wan stay in this sea anymore.
After that is lunch n wash our body for once in a day.

2nd day,we snorkeling,canoe,jungle trekking n fishing.
Our 1st programme is Canoe.
Its fun,we r pretty close ot the surface of the ocean,well,i quite worry i will inbalance n turn the canoe upside down.
its fun to canoe but tired,after we reached thr,we go jungle trekking.
I saw many Vietnam's history in this island,i saw temple,pub,sink n more.

After that we went bac to our camp seaside.
we go snorkeling,i like this the most.
i nvr think that i can swim. n see the bottom of the sea alone n freely.
Nice carol leaf n small fishes!

After took the lunch,we went to our final programme,which is fishing.
because we jus finish the lunch so many of us vomit in the middle of the sea.
Fishing is not fun at all,becos we r not using fishing rod.
And the boat is too shaky.
We jus get 11 fish!
too ashamed.

After those tiring activities,we bac to grp n rehearsal the 'malam kebudayaan'.
Its boring!!!
But that nite we passed in the storm nite.
we hold our camp til every1 fall asleep.

The third day,its the final day.
We were having our Malam Kebudayaan in the early morning.
haha
We are the most boring team with boring performance.

after this we compete with other teams about canoe.
We lose but we r proud of it,cos only 2 teams managed to finish the routine.

We get the most cheering team.
very weird.

After the activity,we prepare to go bac,we took picture!
Shaky boat again when we bac to terengganu mainland.

Its tiring but nice experience.

I hope to go again!