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14 February 2011

everytime...




Everytime, every sem...
it seems like haunting me all the time
i will get stuck, on the road, thinking, schedule...
what shall i do ?
almost crash when riding motorcycle as i am thinking about my homework and distracted...
stressful~
almost failed my test, cos i didnt study as my schedule was a mess...

after class, refreshing myself with a cold shower...
tears, dropping with water...
cant differentiate which is water which is tear...
looking into the mirror and think...
what shall i do next?

start worrying my performance
cos it seems bad...
i cant handle too much
i have to drop a few things
or temporary stop from joining this.
focus on my study!

i wan my mood back...
lower down my self expectation and my expectation to my gp members...
if u stress urself, u r suffering all the peoples surrounding...

when i was napping, sometimes i will suddenly wake up and think..gosh i am late to the class
but in fact, there's no class...
especially, morning and evening...
think, arrange, distress and....work for life...

03 February 2011

今年


从一月起我就开始忙学业要没时间update我的blog...
很抱歉...

一月
发生了不少事
开学啦,被老师mark着啦
我最不想跟老师deal的
而且他们出名麻烦的...衰啊!

然后,抽签的签运好像都很差..
一次又一次打击我的信心..
我知道你在考验我
但是未免也太多了吧?

还要克服打针的恐惧
抽血...我的实验的哦!
是不是觉得很专业呢?
其实是要验血糖,血脂肪之类的哦!
然后对自己的身体状况写报告
这些报告是最难写的!
然后,我只是泻肚子
结果医生讲我食物中毒打了我一针
有够生气!然后,又闹胃痛不能上课....haiz...

终于终于来到了假期
第一,我往KL跑
终于让我见到帅帅又可爱的弟弟啦
见了两个
结果都很乖
不需要我一直担心...
很好!
假期哦!
可是
功课却很多
没有做完的也很多
让我担心的也很多
没想到
今天大年初一...
我也要做功课

话说
昨天我看到了星座运程和生肖运程
我破口大骂...
星座写什么失败结果,没进展,中途放弃之类不好的话
然后生肖的第一行就写...凶星多!
我的天啊!我没那么命苦吧?

希望这一年我可以开开心心
没压力,健康的过..还是如常...平安就好!