Passing through harsh time and now i am energetic...
feel passion in study~
When u face something that u fail become and if u succeed u will make u feel like you are GOOD enough~ My confidence bec!!!
Thx for everything
i knw i am busy and hot temper sometimes.
dun say u miss me
because when i think about u
its full of hatred~
u nvr feel sympathy when u scolded me
but now y u say miss me?
screw u~
pissed off
Final coming soon...
birthday also coming soon
not really into the mood.
i have the intuition that this semester i still can maintain my result~
but maybe jus drop abit~
but its good enough for me
GOOD luck for every1...^^
22 October 2010
15 October 2010
After all this...
Actually since the beginning of this semester, i have been told by my direct senior that ur result surely or definitely will be drop. Thus, it's very hurt and harsh for me as i care about my study so much.
Surprisingly, i told by my course mates that i got the highest mark in a test...
I was...nothing to say jus stunned~ how can it possible?
i didnt put any effort because i nvr be no 1...
But soon...I feel stress as i cannot drop during second test~
haiz...i think i would preferable to be second or third...
I screwed my speech today...
sad, i was presenting and i am actually facing my dearest lecturer, but she seems not understand my informative speech~Gosh, and then i started feel stress and nervous as i think of deduction of marks...
But luckily, when we get to know the mark, i get alot of 4 out of 5..
but exactly mark i dunno~ still worry~
Next week,war begin. actually is 4 tests but my dearest lecturer postpone 1 of the test to 29/10 another test postpone to unknown date...now left 2 tests~
And then, there's hope i feel~ and study finally...
rushing finish all the lab report, quizes and so on...
leaving myself with assignment and final...
my birthday is just around the corner but yet...
i still dunno whether can go bec or not (i really wanna go bec to my family, way too stress here)...
Hopefully i can announce that this sem has been officially finish but not yet...
There's hope when there's people...^^ waiting for miracles...
Surprisingly, i told by my course mates that i got the highest mark in a test...
I was...nothing to say jus stunned~ how can it possible?
i didnt put any effort because i nvr be no 1...
But soon...I feel stress as i cannot drop during second test~
haiz...i think i would preferable to be second or third...
I screwed my speech today...
sad, i was presenting and i am actually facing my dearest lecturer, but she seems not understand my informative speech~Gosh, and then i started feel stress and nervous as i think of deduction of marks...
But luckily, when we get to know the mark, i get alot of 4 out of 5..
but exactly mark i dunno~ still worry~
Next week,war begin. actually is 4 tests but my dearest lecturer postpone 1 of the test to 29/10 another test postpone to unknown date...now left 2 tests~
And then, there's hope i feel~ and study finally...
rushing finish all the lab report, quizes and so on...
leaving myself with assignment and final...
my birthday is just around the corner but yet...
i still dunno whether can go bec or not (i really wanna go bec to my family, way too stress here)...
Hopefully i can announce that this sem has been officially finish but not yet...
There's hope when there's people...^^ waiting for miracles...
10 October 2010
after two days...
After that incidents, so fast continue study...
kinda stress, have to face him again~
He's a monster for me, i have phobia...
Thx for every1 who care about me.
Benny, Benson, Barry, eric and siang ying, jac who text me show their caring.
Eric, yefei, KL, Qiao, Jac, Shyling, Yijun, Tzehong...
I was so surprise that Yijun knw me quite well..
He said even though i share all the things but there's still keep something in my mind and my heart~
He told me, not to hide it, throw it out~
Dun suffer yourself
Well, i listen it as an advice but can i really do it..?
Not pretty sure~
KarLeong said, we are one big family...
well, we showed our caring start from this semester...
but is it endless? or stop after we graduate?
such weird thinking playing in my mind...
That day at seaside, i was thinking about changing course, regretted of didnt change the course when i can, should i quit study? or change to another course which need not to cook anymore? should i tell my mum? y no1 beside me?
Should face my life all by myself~do all the things all by myself...
live all by myself~
kinda stress, have to face him again~
He's a monster for me, i have phobia...
Thx for every1 who care about me.
Benny, Benson, Barry, eric and siang ying, jac who text me show their caring.
Eric, yefei, KL, Qiao, Jac, Shyling, Yijun, Tzehong...
I was so surprise that Yijun knw me quite well..
He said even though i share all the things but there's still keep something in my mind and my heart~
He told me, not to hide it, throw it out~
Dun suffer yourself
Well, i listen it as an advice but can i really do it..?
Not pretty sure~
KarLeong said, we are one big family...
well, we showed our caring start from this semester...
but is it endless? or stop after we graduate?
such weird thinking playing in my mind...
That day at seaside, i was thinking about changing course, regretted of didnt change the course when i can, should i quit study? or change to another course which need not to cook anymore? should i tell my mum? y no1 beside me?
Should face my life all by myself~do all the things all by myself...
live all by myself~
09 October 2010
i jus being too SAD and DisAppoitted...
i will alwaz remember today 8 of Oct
as The incidents that make me collapse happened...
it was the third recipe testing...
i am quite stress and pressure as i ask for perfection but i failed for the 1st and 2nd testing...i was unhappy!
futhermore, recently many tests is queue up~ lab reports, assignment, speeches have to do...Stress until my upper limit~
Yes, we make it during the third recipe testing!!!
but yet, mark havent given, lecturer scolding us...
u knw what makes me sad?
he said: u all will screwed up ur degree, if wan to waste ur time better start study from diploma! i mind about this because so far i did quite ok and maybe i was doubting my ability in study and some sort of things but i am doing so well in my study! Trying all my best to get the highest grade ever. But, because of that sentence...Giving me a shock mentally!!! collapse, crying...dying!
pretend not to sad anymore later.
some peoples are not reliable~ Thats y i only trust myself, and that makes me stress~
i have to do all the things all my myself.
i am destined to be a single walker and also still giving up easily
i am surprise that many peoples actually care about me.
thx for yefei, eric, tzehong, Qiao, Mr.Lee, Pamela, Siang ying and so on.
There r two types of people in this world, 1st, being afraid and not to face the problems and stress, 2nd types, facing it like nothing happen but improve the performance later...
These long period, i am being 1st types but this time i cant run away the stress as they need me, my result rely on myself, therefore i would like to take over the case and improve my marks!
Surprisingly i am 2nd types of people in this world
If u ask me, after cried, still feel sad and stress?
my answer will be yes, and i am just pretending nothing happen cos people dunno how i stress and how it affect my life. I guess i need a psychologist~
as The incidents that make me collapse happened...
it was the third recipe testing...
i am quite stress and pressure as i ask for perfection but i failed for the 1st and 2nd testing...i was unhappy!
futhermore, recently many tests is queue up~ lab reports, assignment, speeches have to do...Stress until my upper limit~
Yes, we make it during the third recipe testing!!!
but yet, mark havent given, lecturer scolding us...
u knw what makes me sad?
he said: u all will screwed up ur degree, if wan to waste ur time better start study from diploma! i mind about this because so far i did quite ok and maybe i was doubting my ability in study and some sort of things but i am doing so well in my study! Trying all my best to get the highest grade ever. But, because of that sentence...Giving me a shock mentally!!! collapse, crying...dying!
pretend not to sad anymore later.
some peoples are not reliable~ Thats y i only trust myself, and that makes me stress~
i have to do all the things all my myself.
i am destined to be a single walker and also still giving up easily
i am surprise that many peoples actually care about me.
thx for yefei, eric, tzehong, Qiao, Mr.Lee, Pamela, Siang ying and so on.
There r two types of people in this world, 1st, being afraid and not to face the problems and stress, 2nd types, facing it like nothing happen but improve the performance later...
These long period, i am being 1st types but this time i cant run away the stress as they need me, my result rely on myself, therefore i would like to take over the case and improve my marks!
Surprisingly i am 2nd types of people in this world
If u ask me, after cried, still feel sad and stress?
my answer will be yes, and i am just pretending nothing happen cos people dunno how i stress and how it affect my life. I guess i need a psychologist~
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