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this is the place where i'll share my feelings and my thoughts...

28 September 2009

十个原因我不想读大学

其实我有想过放弃读大学的
因为我不想来这里读
第二这不是我想要的科系
第三我不想离开家里那么久
第四有很多的不方便
第五没有朋友
第六大学很难读
第七我觉得我不是读书的料
第八我累了
第九很压力
第十考试考不停

大学生活

大学除了上学,忙活动...
就是不断考试
真的好累啊!
我很讨厌这样的生活

25 September 2009

生还者

我要在这个残酷的世界生存
你们阻挡不了我

伤心.担心.压力

我可以过好一点的生活吗?
我可以不要压力吗?
我可以在登佳楼安心上课不用担心家里情况吗?
我真的很烦~

21 September 2009

Pic of my didi


my didi~Julz
who stay in Bintan island indonesia

Didi in indonesia~Julz

this holidays i have a didi who live in indonesia o
haha
he's so nice,he's a nice guy
i wish i can meet him before he go to further study in Australia
Being so close with him
make me feel warm n comfortable
Sms n chitchating thru msn was so happy
he so care about me n i care him too

how to describe my didi...
erhmm...tall,good looking,acting like a child
girls killer~haha
he will kill me if he see this post

anyway
i wish he cn study so well in Australia
Hopefully our brothership will not end
didi,wish u happy with ur gf n ur study!
gor support u^^

妥协

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞 历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

好有意思
在恋爱时真的要妥协
要不然很难维持下去


13 September 2009

Experience in Pulau Bidung...

Yeah!
finally i step into a University,its not a high reputation university
because many of us do not know the existence of this university...
The most unique if this university is it located beside Terengganu's seaside and it also the only University which got sea survival programme as compulsory programme for our fresh University student.

10/7~12/7 is our day...
Pulau Bidung we are coming.
well,i have phobia against big big ocean,anywhere with big water capacity.
i cannot swim.But because i cannot skip this Sea survival programme
Therefore,i have to overcome my fear against ocean.
Going to there by boat is the 1st time i am that close to this big ocean.
the water is very clean in blueish colour.
I actually can saw many small fish swim below the surface of ocean.
I am excited!!!

when we reached thr,i saw small transparent jellyfish swim below the surface of big ocean.
OMG...there's jellyfish~
At the same time,the previous badge who went to Pulau Bidung is competing in canoe categories
very excited!!!
Next,we landed in Pulau Bidung,then we separate in our group
i grouped in Jerung(Shark)
1st thing we did in Pulau Bidung is water confident
the purpose of this programme is to let us have confident against the ocean
want us swim becos we study in seaside state which alot of entertainments is about sea sport!

After i jump from the boat,i jus knw i mus swim bac to seaside
i dun wan stay in this sea anymore.
After that is lunch n wash our body for once in a day.

2nd day,we snorkeling,canoe,jungle trekking n fishing.
Our 1st programme is Canoe.
Its fun,we r pretty close ot the surface of the ocean,well,i quite worry i will inbalance n turn the canoe upside down.
its fun to canoe but tired,after we reached thr,we go jungle trekking.
I saw many Vietnam's history in this island,i saw temple,pub,sink n more.

After that we went bac to our camp seaside.
we go snorkeling,i like this the most.
i nvr think that i can swim. n see the bottom of the sea alone n freely.
Nice carol leaf n small fishes!

After took the lunch,we went to our final programme,which is fishing.
because we jus finish the lunch so many of us vomit in the middle of the sea.
Fishing is not fun at all,becos we r not using fishing rod.
And the boat is too shaky.
We jus get 11 fish!
too ashamed.

After those tiring activities,we bac to grp n rehearsal the 'malam kebudayaan'.
Its boring!!!
But that nite we passed in the storm nite.
we hold our camp til every1 fall asleep.

The third day,its the final day.
We were having our Malam Kebudayaan in the early morning.
haha
We are the most boring team with boring performance.

after this we compete with other teams about canoe.
We lose but we r proud of it,cos only 2 teams managed to finish the routine.

We get the most cheering team.
very weird.

After the activity,we prepare to go bac,we took picture!
Shaky boat again when we bac to terengganu mainland.

Its tiring but nice experience.

I hope to go again!