everytime...

Everytime, every sem...
it seems like haunting me all the time
i will get stuck, on the road, thinking, schedule...
what shall i do ?
almost crash when riding motorcycle as i am thinking about my homework and distracted...
stressful~
almost failed my test, cos i didnt study as my schedule was a mess...

after class, refreshing myself with a cold shower...
tears, dropping with water...
cant differentiate which is water which is tear...
looking into the mirror and think...
what shall i do next?

start worrying my performance
cos it seems bad...
i cant handle too much
i have to drop a few things
or temporary stop from joining this.
focus on my study!

i wan my mood back...
lower down my self expectation and my expectation to my gp members...
if u stress urself, u r suffering all the peoples surrounding...

when i was napping, sometimes i will suddenly wake up and think..gosh i am late to the class
but in fact, there's no class...
especially, morning and evening...
think, arrange, distress and....work for life...