i will alwaz remember today 8 of Oct
as The incidents that make me collapse happened...
it was the third recipe testing...
i am quite stress and pressure as i ask for perfection but i failed for the 1st and 2nd testing...i was unhappy!
futhermore, recently many tests is queue up~ lab reports, assignment, speeches have to do...Stress until my upper limit~
Yes, we make it during the third recipe testing!!!
but yet, mark havent given, lecturer scolding us...
u knw what makes me sad?
he said: u all will screwed up ur degree, if wan to waste ur time better start study from diploma! i mind about this because so far i did quite ok and maybe i was doubting my ability in study and some sort of things but i am doing so well in my study! Trying all my best to get the highest grade ever. But, because of that sentence...Giving me a shock mentally!!! collapse, crying...dying!
pretend not to sad anymore later.
some peoples are not reliable~ Thats y i only trust myself, and that makes me stress~
i have to do all the things all my myself.
i am destined to be a single walker and also still giving up easily
i am surprise that many peoples actually care about me.
thx for yefei, eric, tzehong, Qiao, Mr.Lee, Pamela, Siang ying and so on.
There r two types of people in this world, 1st, being afraid and not to face the problems and stress, 2nd types, facing it like nothing happen but improve the performance later...
These long period, i am being 1st types but this time i cant run away the stress as they need me, my result rely on myself, therefore i would like to take over the case and improve my marks!
Surprisingly i am 2nd types of people in this world
If u ask me, after cried, still feel sad and stress?
my answer will be yes, and i am just pretending nothing happen cos people dunno how i stress and how it affect my life. I guess i need a psychologist~
好心找个人来诉苦吧，不要全部收在心上。。。
ReplyDelete找些事来解压吧。。。
处女座阿你...不需要那么完美主义啦。。。辛苦自己罢了
be confidence.. still remember form 6.. u are the best and hardworking among us.
ReplyDeleteprove to them, scorpion are the best!
prove to them, u can do it!
if u got so many time to cry to sad to emo, y not.. use the time for u to 冲刺..
do what ever u can.. and last most important is u try ur best and u are responsible enough to urself!
ganbatte kudasai...
and sorry being kepo
all the best u can do it well!!
thx ya...u kepoh at the correct time..^^
ReplyDeletebtw, who r u?我是天蝎座...
天蝎座几时学起处女座那样完美主义阿？
ReplyDeletedo your best is better then force yourself to b perfect ... whatever the result is... at least u won't regret coz u already try ur best ... Ganbatte kudasai ^^
ReplyDeletesukchen, arigato...还是不懂你是谁~我就是这样！
ReplyDeletehaha ... nevermind la.. if there have a starting point then i think will b ok de.... don't worry we can b a close fren ^^ hehe
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