My christmas?

Christmas...sad christmas lonely christmas...
I was having flu during christmas eve then dun have ppl date me out...staying at home emo alone...Damn, i never thought that i will be alone passed thru my christmas eve..
so disappointed.
Since it happen, i already plan to going out on the next coming new year eve
to prevent i will celebrate alone again

it was a bad christmas
Flu and headache during christmas eve
and then woke up next day
which is christmas
i have fever, sore throat, dizzy, headache and flu of course
Dun have energy to stand up cos feel like out of energy and too hungry
btw, dizzy and headache also make me cant stand up...
keep lying on the bed...
waiting for miracles...

Santa, i was hope that u brg me luck...
but
Y sick on tis day?
but didnt blame u...
cos i am not a good teenager
torture myself whole year
and i nvr believe that santa is actually exist
cos its more like a fairytale
but i reali hope that u exist
cos u brg hope to people

hungry but cant stand up...
so keep sleeping to fight against the hunger...
jus drinking liquid whole day
i am so damn hungry~

some1 help me...
but luckily, there'r many peoples actually care about me
call me text me...
thx 北极翔, welson, iven, ken, derrick, andy, 玮...

thx for the merry xmas text
Elmund, alex, arron, andy, nicholas, erick, yijun, yefei,barry yeap

Merry christmas to u all..
It was a memorable christmas for me...T.T

Merry Christmas (Christmas tree, santa and me)

Its a greeting season just around the corner...
Usually oversea such as US or UK.
The Christmas tree is setting up one month before Christmas which means that the greeting season is not far from now and the Shopping time is come.
The sales of christmas tree oversea (real) is increasing since the tree is important for Christmas
Unfortunately, the biggest export chritmas tree country had recorded the least harvested of tree.
Therefore, the prices raise higher.

Christmas may sound like nothing for us because it is christians' new year
but i feel like its important for me
there's only 1 way to let me feel the season is here by watching the decoration in the shopping center and christmas song repeated in shopping center and from radio.
maybe i am still childish,
i hope for Santa Claus to pay me a visit
Its the hope of the children right? not jus me
Although i am not a child now
Watching glee thinking of Santa
He reali give hopes to children and teenagers
The santa is counseling the lost and helpless people

Such an unlucky day today
Hp spoil
Wan buy thing but not enough money
Own people money again...
upset with this kind of life!!!

Santa would u come?
i need gifts.
I am so greedy
but there's only 1 wish i really hope of
which is All My Friends will be healthy and wealthy in next year
Miracles needed for somebody
hope myself getting better and better

The favorite chritmas song is last christmas.
The most memorable song are Jingle Bell, we wish u a merry christmas
Because it still sound sweet and warm when listen to this song
Love All i wan for Christmas is u...

i love christmas tree
i love Santa
i Love Christmas!!!
Hohoho...Merry Christmas...

爱很难

爱情
需要两个人的信任
爱情
需要两个人的坚持
爱情
是场游戏
总有输家和伤害
让我们即期待又怕受伤害

为什么
为什么总是我以为没事了
而又有问题出现？
为什么问题不断出现
我的信心
一点一点被消削弱
剩下的只是无谓的坚持
得到的是无谓的爱情
继续的是没灵魂的感情

继续吗？
还是放弃？
我不会在部落格写我的感情事
因为
我没公开的打算和资格

你
我真的很期待
但是每当我真的很期待很想的时候
你的冷水往我脸上泼
而我的想法一瞬间
从想见面到想分手
我不喜欢吵架
更不喜欢烦厌的感情生活

我想说我在乎你
可是有你说没有我说
我累了...
想停止吗？
不,因为我还爱你...

“The Season of the Witch is Here”

When we talk about Witches...
what's on ur mind?
evil? Spell?Magic? or crystal ball? or flying broom?

well, i am afraid of witches...
why? because...
They able to read spell to control everything...
Their power is undetectable~
and the power and strength getting higher with their experience and age~
2ndly, we cant actually differentiate them physically cos they r as normal as human.
3rdly, we cant differentiate whether the witches are good or evil...
i dream of them be4 when i was stress...
chasing me, keep attack me with green shinning toxic...
one way to get rid of it, wake up from the sleep...

One day outing At penang Island...

Planning going out at night but suddenly change to morning...
Sweat, worrying whether can i wake up as i slept at 5.30am last night
i made it, i can wake up on time.
1st, they went to Jusco Bandar Perda to get something
i wait in the car and then i saw a family eating Mcd, then i have the desire to eat
i walk in there to get the breakfast meal to take away
god damn sissy mcD worker, saying english with his sissy tongue, i cant understand at all
so i decided dun wan listen to wat he said, jus order, whatever he said i will asnwer yes...
the bill is RM8.35 damn u, not 4.50 for breakfast...*Angry*

going to 1st avenue (new shopping center i havent been there before)
grand but empty, because it is still new.
Going to sing k (redbox)
we jus queue up like that without kn0wing that the line is for rm1 singk promotion...
then we move to the counter there...
Sing k til 2pm...
well, because we r celebrating li chuen's birthday so mostly of the song is for her 1...
Fish, JJ, Leehom, Jolin and Jay chou.
Crazy in there, singing, shouting...

2pm, move out from redbox, walking around in 1st avenue.
surveying the price of the mask in 1st avenue and watson...
my friend went to Sasa bought eyebrown pen for his mum and then move to parkson there
cos he want buy perfume for his mum as bithday gift.
Gucci flora then rush 2...Smelling those perfume...fainted la...
Then wanna consider somemore, so we decided to go to gurney there to shop.

Gurney, here i come...><><><

Toy Toy Adventure

Secret recipe
going to secret recipe to rest ourselves cos walking whole day.
we r tired~
ordering 4 cakes, and then the last cake which is purposely dedicate for LiChuen
with candle...Chocolate indulgence~
singing happybirthday to her...then starting eat the cakes...

She's making wishes...

High Tea...

My friend wan to buy prada perfume (Finally he decided)
Walk bec to carpark then go ATM machine get money direct go into the prada counter to buy that set.
Trying over and over again jus to test the smell...
*Blushes* full of smell...my nose is sensitive now...

Walking towards the center stage of gurney, watching the show..
singing, all i want for christmas is u...i saw a monkey, snake then toy toy, butterfly and...a i dunno what, my friend said, it look like a spinning mushroom (Laughing)
but so fast, the performance end...
The photo session is start soon..
we r hesitating because 99% of the people r children, we are the only teenager..><>< movie later? no...already 6 smth...
we want to Straits Quay, we dunno the exact location, my friend said he only knw behind the island plaza...(i was wondering, wer is island plaza..haha)
Wao, is it a shopping center? no..it look like a building with alot of shoplot but definitely not shopping center...
The main entrance got a SAD Fountain... and a tall Christmas Tree.

With many small gifts and candy decoration...

Finishing taking picture

walk into the building...It was pretty cos its new...

walking and window shopping...And then late d...hungry...
my friend fetch us go somewer near by 1st avenue to eat famous Hokkien Mee..><>

I am TIRED!!!!!

That mee which i take away from penang island was yer....not tasty....
Happy but tired....

我喜欢的...my favorite

The album that i like recently...
LOuD from Rihanna...

Debut in bilboard no3, 6 then 10 in this week...
2 no 1 single which are only girl in the world and what's my name...
S&M no 53, Who's that chick no 73...
There's still a few songs that i like which is California king bed, love the way u lie part 2 and so on...
i wish i can get this album...><
I have a little comment about her hair...
y red?...And the AMA performance was stunning but i still hate her hair...><


Taylor swift~ last year artist of the year in grammy award...
nice hair, i like her straight hair...
although i dun think she can performance well in live show but her album is awesome
Mine was ok, i love innocent and back to december...
Back to december got a full sentence of lyric which is long and good...
"So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying i'm sorry for that night"
Still that good...i love this album~


The band perry, new country group...
This is their EP album
i love the song- if i die young
the song is great, the vocal was comfortable, the lyric is inspired...
love 'lord make me a rainbow i shine down on my mother'

The drama series that i like...

Fringe, now come to season 3...
the story is about an parallel universe fighting each other to protect themselves from devastation. Agent Dunham has the ability to across both world.
Its about the scientist Walter Bishop and his son Peter Bishop and agent Dunham and also Fringe division department...Lots of scientific term and scene but very interesting~


Glee cast- season 2...
Still remember the 1st episode sang Empire State of Mind, Billionaire and so on...
Nice, singing new songs in new season. Glee cast almost break the record- most song enter billboard...so far 80+ songs have already enter the ranking...
school life, gay life in School, love problems, problems between group members...
love the performance like Singing in the rain/umbrella, teenage dream, billionaire, lucky and so on....


Vampire diaries, come to season 2 this year.
Damn nice, vampire,werewolf,human, witches and so on...interesting story and character.
i like Damon&Stefan, Bonnie the witch, Katherine the vampire.
Still waiting for episode 11...
cant wait for this...>< Stefan is so handsome, Elena is pretty...><

Holidays...发生的事,想的事...做的事

i think i should quit using my broken english...
i will use chinese in this post~

最近过得怎样?
不错咯...(自问自答)
假期嘛！没想那么多...
可是其实我渐渐担心接下来的日子...
下学期,还会不会那么幸运呢？(sad)
回想下,这个学期真的很侥幸咯
祈祷的,希望的都成真了...(偷笑中)

这个假期我不想工作
可是又没钱...
好像很对不起家人啊！(haiz)
我这么好吃懒做
可是我读书真的好累哦
应该好好休息的...(好像是借口T.T)

我的弟弟要生日了
我不能下KL陪他过
很抱歉啊...
其实我也想下去的
毕竟是时候买新年衣了嘛...
可是...钱啊钱！为什么你总是个问题？

最近啊...
facebook满满是美少男跳楼自杀的新闻
我一直没回应
其实我觉得很烦厌!
没完没了的新闻
没完没了的post
不是我不尊重他,而是我觉得不需要那么多人知道
我觉得他也不想搞到那么大件事的
我佩服他的勇气,可是我不欣赏他!
自杀是折磨自己又折磨别人的死法...
家人是多莫的伤心啊.
如果我是他家人,我也很难不讨厌不怨恨那个女生吧
虽然他再三吩咐不要恨那女生~
安息吧!R.I.P

发现到啊
如果一个人没向家人说过我爱你这三个字
而突然说了
不是兴奋过度就是想寻死了...

以前我也是也
整天担心有的没的...
你知道我担心什么吗？
2012,学业,健康,家人
尤其是我妹妹啊！
竟然中了PLKN...
我希望她平安无事的回来咯！
haiz...

假期
我很兴奋的说
我会驾车了
我驾到槟岛了
对我来说是不可能的任务哦！
看了NArnia3...


我觉得不错啊！哈哈
男主角还是那样帅...><
主题曲好好听啊！


我竟然没什么想看戏
对食物也没什么兴趣了...
我怎么这样了...
槟城也！
不懂...我知道...我变了！