~argument~

Argument, means two or more individuals have diverse in their opinion and perceptions...

i have good perception on u

but why we alwaz argue?

maybe i am the answer for all of this..

everytime when we argue, i sure end the conversation with jus a word - nite...

this makes u so sick. i knw

whenever i am in anger, i will definitely say if cant stand with me then better stay away from me...

Now only i realize how much u love me...

but i doubt myself...

am i really love u?!

my usual actions back to me again...haiz

i treated my ex like i treat u now...

sorry if i hurt u so much.

but i still love u...(yes i am...)

我们之间的问题-期望变失望

够了吧...

总是让我开心然后伤心

说了我们不适合

却不想分开

都是你说完

我大声地告诉你

我不想要了

够了

我受够了你的气

受够了你给的希望然后失望

一点都不好玩！

生日就快到了...我开心吗？

我的生日就是明天

但..我觉得很平凡很普通

没什么特别

希望跟喜欢的人一起过

可是不太可能

其实骗了你

你还不知道为什么我生气

你宁愿去别边庆祝朋友的生日都不跟我庆祝

令我很失望

这个假期

我一直都很期待

但是失望呢就很多

没关系

我让你

我自己可以好好的

生日快乐

=kyo=

忙+远距离...是爱情的阻碍...

我觉得你还没发现吧

我们出现了问题

我emo时

想了想

其实你是不是真的喜欢我？

还是拒绝不了我的主动？

好想问

但是又担心

你的信息越来越少了

连电话也不怎么聊

不知道你在做什么

我很没有安全感

也许你就是这样

这样不在乎...

因为你习惯不交待...

我呢？

该怎么办？

我想我寂寞寂寞就好

忙+远距离...是爱情的阻碍...

我觉得你还没发现吧

我们出现了问题

我emo时

想了想

其实你是不是真的喜欢我？

还是拒绝不了我的主动？

好想问

但是又担心

你的信息越来越少了

连电话也不怎么聊

不知道你在做什么

我很没有安全感

也许你就是这样

这样不在乎...

因为你习惯不交待...

我呢？

该怎么办？

我想我寂寞寂寞就好

感情压力

越来越强烈的感觉

朋友都劝我

不要放太多感情

毕竟刚开始

但是

我不听

因为

喜欢一个人就是要全心全意

不要控制自己的心

好怕

你会找到别人

毕竟我没那么好

以前很想和你在一起

在一起了却担心会有分开的一天

现在唯有尽力吧...

喜欢你！

我想我在恋爱了啊！

还记得4月经历了失恋

导致成绩大跌

人变得颓废

也在这个时候

又有错的人进入我的人生

但是很快就离开了

6月

你走进了我的人生

我真的着迷了

好开心

跟你那么好聊

其实你的一个字一个post

完全牵动我的情绪

不知不觉

喜欢上了你

也开始想你

记得有一晚

其实我很累了

但是我以为你还想聊

所以我说我不想睡(其实还想跟你聊天)

但是被你臭骂一顿

然后你也跑去睡了TT

然后好多好多信息就在我电话了

因为我希望我在远方的时候可以看着信息

然后傻笑着想你

谢谢你特地抽空下来陪我

两天罢了

但是一切明朗化了

好开心

还记得送你走的那个傍晚

我哭了

而且听着王心凌的不哭(好讽刺)

还记得就快送你走时,听着如果有如果这首歌

这首歌是你介绍我的

我一直都在听

你说你担心我们太close

哪一句真的把我打入谷底

顿时很想放弃

但你说

就这样放弃？

你还不定性

没关系

我等

我会等

我其实面对着你

我很自卑

我会慢慢瘦下来

我会准时吃东西

我不会压我的手指

不会大吃喝

更加不会浪费和你的一分一秒

我们下次一起去旅行...

因为喜欢和你单独见面

对啊

其实开学我也很担心会变得冷淡

就如我的ex告诉我的一样

我会很珍惜你的！

开学前夕

好抗拒开学哦

毕竟放了四个月的假

人变懒了

连读书也不想了

当我在收拾行李时

完全想不起要带什么回去

我习惯了这边的生活

习惯驾车到处走

习惯了一个人看电影

习惯在家上网找朋友聊天

习惯没有压力好好的睡了

就这样

我又要把这些习惯放在这边

等我下次回来采取习惯了

突然离别

有点突然

突然接到你的消息说要离开这边去singapore...

纵使我们有距离

但还是突然变远了

不习惯

太突然了

我竟然只说了

一路顺风,保重...

希望你好好的

~我也会好好的~

加油

情人x知己

情人和知己是一样的吗？

情人也可以是知己也可以不是...

知己却不一定是情人...

(好像在讲废话)

关系好复杂

坦白说

我觉得我遇到了真爱

可是

我却害怕触碰

因为怕破碎

我知道我的个性

还没得到时

会很珍惜

得到了

却...不珍惜

我需要改改自己的个性

隐瞒你

我很辛苦

很抱歉

等等吧！

我们是知己,但未必是情人

可是一旦你当了我的情人

绝对当不了我的知己...

情人知己-梁文音

像一个孩子赖在你怀里
愿二十四小时形影不离
两个人的悄悄话 一辈子说不烦 听不腻

仰头看你微笑眯起眼睛
温柔的好像爱情的诗句
你无条件包容我 被疼爱的感觉 很快乐

我 非常爱你 非常确定 你像情人 又像知己
多麽幸运能遇见你 是上天赐给我的福气
那种开心 那种窝心 那种安心
幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力
沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

你有改不掉的粗心大意
我有偶尔发作的小任性
因为相爱就可以 对每个小毛病 有耐心

每次想你我就更爱自己
原来思念也可以很温馨
世上最近的距离 是两个人的心 在一起

我 非常爱你 非常确定 你像情人 又像知己
多麽幸运能遇见你 是上天赐给我的福气
那种开心 那种窝心 那种安心
幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力
沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

我 非常爱你 非常确定 爱的甜蜜 爱的贴心
每次争吵都要练习 坏情绪转过身就失忆
非常爱你 深深爱你 没有怀疑
幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力
沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

每次看你就有一份安定
知道今后我哪儿也不去
在我们的小天地 专心的爱著你

i am back...

ytd, when i reached my home..

i was like..huuuuuu...relief...

having serious headache in the bus and then the most annoying bus driver seems like an oxygen cylinder, keep release the gas from his stomach for hours...

so noisy and annoying...how to sleep...????

Can online d...

YES!!! keep downloading movies

but unfortunately, i still cant find the source of ghost whisperer season 6 n 7...

Went for a hair cut

a handsome hair stylist cut my hair and i was like...

actually i prefer that girl (but she's busy)

then went to Jusco to eat my brunch + dinner...

i was starving as i forgot to eat for whole day

Shopping time

TheFaceShop...

bought rm200 products and get free membership...

bought many pieces of mask as well...

gonna recover my face to the best situation...haha

i forgot to buy eyes product

i have serious dark circle problems...

TT

then went to secret recipe^^

Bought my favourite cakes + Haagen Dutz at home...

Can snacking while watching movies d...

great!!!

Relax..and i can put down all the stress now

thk god!!!

我的生活...my life

我的生活

永远就像一根橡皮筋...

一根被拉紧的橡皮筋

天天处于紧绷的状态

也许很快的

失去弹性了

我会疯了...

我会破碎

也许那就是时候说拜拜了...

My life

is like a rubber band ...

a taut rubber band

Every day i'm in a state of tension

Maybe soon...

Loss of elasticity

I will be crazy ...

broken into pieces...

and i will say bye bye to u all..

final exam...

Its final time...well, it means that...i can go home soon...

20+ more days...

i dun care the exam d..

i jus want to go home...

The carry mark (/60) eventually out..

the result is not that satisfied...

borderline between A and A-...

haiz...

sure drop d this time

The trial not that good

the products were sucks...

what am i doin?

frustrated..

大学是什么？

在马来西亚

大学是什么？

很黑暗...

还是没自由

忙...

被导师控制着的生活

折磨着我...

被逼到黑暗的角落

封闭自己

逼到没路走

不出席还出动

黑名单!

我需要自由

自由选择活动参与

我要我的周末是空闲的

我要你们得到报应

自己忙也要别人陪你们忙

你们很自私...

wars start soon..

wars start soon...

for me and for the world...

the sign on war among countries also start soon

since most of the country not only facing civil war but also have to worry about the invasion of other countries...

there r few countries trying to help by sending armies into troubled countries

however, who knows what is the conspiracy behind helping them.

this situation same as me...

i am like a troubled country and ppl ready to help

but some of them just making more worse by trying to strike against me

i will be patient until it explode

dun think i am a good person because u never see my bad side

dun think i can be patient because u were wrong....

fight for my result, fight for my dignity and fight for

WORLD PEACE

not worsen the situation...

Pray for Japan...

lazy mode activated...

lazy...

why? because since bec from sem break, i didnt rest well..

feel tired and the weather further encourage my laziness

what can i do?

sleep and watch movies...

i'm enjoy with it...

Recently, spend a lot...

i am broke now...T.T

sometimes feel uncomfortable cos too crowded...

Especially in the class

too noisy...

cant hear properly what ppl say

cant focus

i wan to be alone...

hide inside my blanket

i really dun like ppl smile at me and then express what they want u to do...

the smile is just like evil's smile although it is important

but i jus dislike...

too fake, like pretending...

世界乱了

世界乱了

很久没看新闻了...

现在的新闻15分钟围绕着西亚国家的内战

5分钟的天灾新闻

10分钟的国内'混乱凶杀官司'新闻...

如此的悲哀...

死了很多人...

日本冲绳市,宫城县震碎了

海啸悄悄地来

却不肯悄悄地走

凡被它走过的地方肯定没了...

纽西兰,中国也面临地震

美国水灾

利比亚,科威特,埃及,伊拉克,也门也有内战...

只能说世界乱了

而我也慌了...

我究竟能平安多久...

但我庆幸我还平安...

Carrot cake

whole February, carrot cake was haunting me...
i dream of it everynight and i have to bake it everyweek...
and i view the recipe alter and alter again
get the info and figure how to garnish
Buy ingredients....
All about carrot cake!

i hate carrot cake...
and i nvr eat the cake i baked cos i know it sure taste bad...

Finally, u r gone...Thank God

一个字-伤

被人伤害的感觉还是那么陌生
就算被伤了几次
也不会习惯...

你在讲天在看
就凭你几句话别人就会认为你有贡献吗？
要生存就要努力
要生存就要付出

你没付出
你不值得活在这世界上...

拜多一点神吧！
看看它保佑你到什么时候...
作弊,煽风点火,懒惰还要说人坏话
你没救了
你说我们聪明可是不会做人
那你们是什么？
不是人也够笨...

everytime...

Everytime, every sem...
it seems like haunting me all the time
i will get stuck, on the road, thinking, schedule...
what shall i do ?
almost crash when riding motorcycle as i am thinking about my homework and distracted...
stressful~
almost failed my test, cos i didnt study as my schedule was a mess...

after class, refreshing myself with a cold shower...
tears, dropping with water...
cant differentiate which is water which is tear...
looking into the mirror and think...
what shall i do next?

start worrying my performance
cos it seems bad...
i cant handle too much
i have to drop a few things
or temporary stop from joining this.
focus on my study!

i wan my mood back...
lower down my self expectation and my expectation to my gp members...
if u stress urself, u r suffering all the peoples surrounding...

when i was napping, sometimes i will suddenly wake up and think..gosh i am late to the class
but in fact, there's no class...
especially, morning and evening...
think, arrange, distress and....work for life...

今年

从一月起我就开始忙学业要没时间update我的blog...

很抱歉...

一月

发生了不少事

开学啦,被老师mark着啦

我最不想跟老师deal的

而且他们出名麻烦的...衰啊！

然后,抽签的签运好像都很差..

一次又一次打击我的信心..

我知道你在考验我

但是未免也太多了吧？

还要克服打针的恐惧

抽血...我的实验的哦！

是不是觉得很专业呢？

其实是要验血糖,血脂肪之类的哦！

然后对自己的身体状况写报告

这些报告是最难写的！

然后,我只是泻肚子

结果医生讲我食物中毒打了我一针

有够生气！然后,又闹胃痛不能上课....haiz...

终于终于来到了假期

第一,我往KL跑

终于让我见到帅帅又可爱的弟弟啦

见了两个

结果都很乖

不需要我一直担心...

很好！

假期哦！

可是

功课却很多

没有做完的也很多

让我担心的也很多

没想到

今天大年初一...

我也要做功课

话说

昨天我看到了星座运程和生肖运程

我破口大骂...

星座写什么失败结果,没进展,中途放弃之类不好的话

然后生肖的第一行就写...凶星多！

我的天啊！我没那么命苦吧？

希望这一年我可以开开心心

没压力,健康的过..还是如常...平安就好！

happy new year..

finally the brand new year has come...

it was a really bad year, as i have only 1 week for Chinese new year celebration according to my school calendar
2 semester in 2011 are killing semester
Getting older and older...damn, i am 22 years old...
so sad, suddenly feel like i am OLD

passing through last few days with quite a good mood
30 december, result released...
unexpected result last semester
hopefully continue maintain this result

31...countdown party was really bad
going to penang island and planned to countdown at batu ferringgi..
it was 3 pm at the evening...
watched a movie then..
my friend choose this movie but i actually want watch gulliver's traveler...
haiz..nvm then, watch this...It was sucks!!!
another bad movie, angry to watch this...
and then my friend said wan eat cake
purposely went to straits Quay but secret recipe was full...
bec to gurney, after enjoy the cake, walk around...10smth depart to batu ferringgi...
walk as planned, going to sunset bistro.
at this sunset bistro drinking beer and countdown
but its boring!!!
and that nite, the private car park is god damn expensive with impolite attitude
if got next time, i wont go there again!
somemore they didnt really take care of ur car

then i suggested go bec to gurney
at least not that boring...
The Dj make us crazy again and again..
nice show
remix all the song
Like a g6 is my fave, baby, if we ever meet again, dynamite, wakawaka
this few songs push the party to the climax!!!

sharply 12, gurney release balloon and straits Quay started their fireworks show..
waiting gurney to put their fireworks show but disappointed cos they didnt.
Straits Quay has the greatest firework show
enjoy in it...
bec to the party listen to the Dj play the hit songs...
dance~ just dance~
that day many peoples dance...
got solo, in group...there's actually a stupid fella wore the laser ring and dance like an idiot...
every1 laugh at him...he enjoy in it..but few minutes later, no1 bother him...
i thought that he will stop his performance but he actually move to the front part of the stage to dance...lolx..uncle also get crazy at there
last song, like a g6....^^ then byebye..2010
Get stuck at penang bridge until 3am only reached home...
home sweet home..after bath, sleep!!!

happy new year!!!
wish all my friends and my relatives, family all stay healthy and wealthier..
i hope can maintain my result
no more stress...
Falling in love!!haha